April 10 2013

Generally throughout the day i get IMs and texts from Master. Generally any time i see his name pop up on my screen or my phone i am riveted, i stop mid conversation and respond, i wait for those messages. Even the briefest message can make my day. Sometimes all i get is one word "pig", even better sometimes i only get two words "my pig". Sometimes we talk about things-i asked this week why the exercise pictures seemed to be popular since they weren't what i would consider sexy. Sometimes i get orders, " go lick the toilet", "clip your cunt shut".  BUT sometimes, rarely, i am distracted, i am rushing to a meeting and i may not be paying the strictest attention. That happened this week, Monday i think. Mastered ordered me to go lick the toilet, which usually happens around 11 and i saw that in the message as i glanced at my phone but i missed the next part of his message which also said to  icyhot my clit every 2 hours.  Later when he checked in with me i admitted that i hadn't seen it so obviously had not done it.  I, of course, got a punishment. 

To back track a little i had recently been doing some research on ginger and wanted to try it. I had gone out and purchaced a "hand" of ginger and was going to do some kind of surprise task for Master over the weekend but did not have time, so i had had this ginger for about a week.   I mentioned this to Mastered and my punishment was to use the ginger..no real rules he just wanted me to use it.  i, of course, said i would do it for 20 minutes (about the length of time the pain lasts according to the articles). Well i get home very excited to try, i peeled the root, shaped it a little and bent over and inserted it into my ass. One of the things i read was that you can ferment ginger which makes it stronger (fermenting happens basically by keeping it in a dark dry place-guess where i kept mine). One other thing i learned from the articles was that clenching makes it burn worse. With those two things in mind once i had it in me of course i had no choice, due to my loose asshole, but to clench. And the burning started almost instantly....so much so that i am pretty sure the root had fermented and was at super strength. The pain is hard to explain...different than the icyhot..that is a true burning sensation..the ginger, although burning is a component, is almost like supercharged tingling..like tiny tiny needles poking you at the speed of light. i took out my ginger plug after 5 minutes. i was in a lot of pain but i think more than that i was just scared of the unknown..like how much more the pain would increase, how long it would last once i took it out.  The answer is that it last about 15 minutes longer. Once it was out and my fear calmed down i did find myself clenching my ass to increase the residual  burn/tingle.... just kind of playing with the sensations. After i realized i caved into my fear i was pretty disappointed in myself so i put the ginger back in my ass. But by this time it had been peeled for half an hour or so, so it wasn't very strong.. i could have gone back at it with the peeler (when you first peel it-it is very moist) but it was late so i just stopped. One other thing that i  read was that ginger is supposed to make a woman very horny and i will say that even through my fear and pain from almost the moment i put the ginger in me my cunt was literally throbbing and pounding so i think that is true. I want to play with this more, push it harder.  Of course when i mentioned that this was tough all Mastered said was "wait until you have to try tabasco", for some reason that scares me even more!! Here are a couple of pictures of my adventure: