April 16 2013

The task that Mastered assigned me last night was in his words "get dolled up with make-up, heels and the PIG NOSE" and take pictures naked and bent over and "send them to SF and say what you felt as a pig posing for Master and SF".  i was not in a good place when i got this task and still am emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted for a variety of reasons, only a few of which have anything to do with this part of my life-i only mention it to explain that a) any task let alone the 3rd of the day was pushing me hard b) an open ended task that i had to think about and create was almost overwhelming to me and honestly almost reduced me to tears at my desk c) normally Mastered captions all of my photos so at least my job is done once i send the pics to him but this time i had to be creative when i simply felt i did not have it in me.  So i approached this with utter dread and honestly thought of just not doing it at all and taking my chances. But after a work out, nice walk in the woods with the dog and long hot shower i felt a little more centered so i figured i would take some pictures quickly and be done with it but my nature asserted itself and i had to figure out a way to do something a little extra. I figured since i was pig in full effect i should go with a pink theme (why oh why is it impossible to find a pink pig tail butt plug?) and i am sick of always wearing black shoes because they go with all my normal gear so i started to get a little lively when i pulled out my neon pink shoes AND THEN I REMEMBERED MY NEON PINK VELVET JACKET.  Oh it was on then!! i had my theme, Mastereds Pig Ready for a Night Out! As you can see i had some fun with it after all.  I couldn't fit "what i felt as a pig posing for Master and SF" in the comments section of the pics on SF because, of course, i am too verbose.  But here i can say that even though i HATE the pig nose i always get a rush out of taking these pics be they humiliating, sexy, fun, or painful.  For me the lines have now blurred i don't even know what is humiliating anymore-are these? Sexy? i honestly don't know anymore-i know i like to show myself and no matter what other things i am thinking or feeling i always like to feel like i am doing something that Mastered will like and behind that i like knowing that many on SF will be watching and i am aware of that with every pic i take - that what i do is "out there" for all, i don't think it makes me work harder but it does make me more excited.  I am posting the series here because i don't think all will make SF and i kind of see them as a story (the story of a pig that cant keep her clothes on-LOL).

 

well who would g\have thought it-they posted them all.