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So far i am really glad i did this- just the 2 so far have given me ideas or reminded me of things i want to do or need to refocus on-thanks!!
Looking for Inspiration
i feel like i have been ignoring my journal but i just havent had any inspiration lately. i was thinking, sometimes a phrase, or someone elses comments catches my attention and gets me thinking and inspires me. So i though, just for the fun of it, i would ask if anyone has any questions about my training or anything i have talked about before or, even, things i havent talked about before but you are curious about. It feels a little self important to do it but i thought the results might be interesting. That said, no silliness please-i can just delete the whole entry if i don't like the direction it goes in. So have at me, lets see if i am as open when i dont control the topic.
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it has leveled off in that i use my giant dildo (i added a picture above-not sure if i have posted it here before) on a regular basis=it is really all that will excite me now. i think i don't talk about it that much anymore because it is not really a struggle now to fit it. Anything smaller fits in my asshole effortlessly and this big one just takes about a minute to work in and then i can fuck it easily all the way in and all the way out, over and over....mmmm i am kind of turning myself on-lol. i haven't really thought about getting one larger, but it is not out of the question-see this is why i did this, now i might start looking around the internet to see if i can find something interesting. thanks so much for participating!!!
ReplyDeletenot sure of the diameter, no measuring tape handy but...see above, again (not quite all the way)
ReplyDeleteslaveJ - I have always enjoyed your blog but there are certain behaviors you've demonstrated that stand out and cause my cock to harden instantly. One is peeing in public places (as you did near the dumpster and while walking on your street). Another is when picked someone up and had sex with them causing you to gush cum all over. You've obviously trained well as a cum dump but I haven't seen you put this training to work as often as I might have expected. Of course your master may not consider your training complete as of yet and is still preparing you but I would certainly suggest that you seem ready and able to fulfill your role as a hole on a broader basis.
ReplyDeleteMasterDon
This is a good question and i hate to give my one troll food for fodder but i do have to say that this is the one big draw backs to me of doing this mainly online with only occasional meetings. i don't have any issue or real fear or concern about the actual use of my holes by strangers but in order to accomplish it on my own a couple of things come into play that throw up roadblocks for me. First of all i have to be the aggressor, in terms of laying down the rules, explaining how things will work and that throws me out of my role and, in a way, encourages my more naturally assertive side to come out and just run things. plus then you have to deal with the logistics, i don't want someone at my house obvi, and if their house is too far that makes me uncomfortable, so then someone has to get a hotel or something and i just don't know how to deal with all of that. how to approach it leaves me very uncomfortable on many levels, i might get in trouble for saying this but i kind of think that is not my job--i would love to just be installed in a hotel room, waiting for you guys to come by and use me. wouldn't it be wonderful if the men that follow this journal could take a little trip to Baltimore? the night that it did happen it was just the perfect storm of circumstances and it is true that i could put myself into similar circumstances more often. i did want to say that although there have been promiscuous periods in my life (and i certainly don't judge any woman for doing anything with her body that she likes) it is not behavior that comes natural to me so that is an added hurdle. i feel that i would be better able to excel with Mastered running the situation. i hope that all made sense. thank you so much for having an interest Sir!!!
Deletewonderful slave J. .. the education you can not excite me much,
ReplyDelete1) I wonder how you got to have to become what you are ...
2) When you think you can take as usual, keep your ass plugged to the work and release it only when you have to use (plug, Rosebud)
3) do not believe that it is time for you to be controlled in bodily functions I find much more exciting that you have to communicate the need for and obtain permission from your master
thanks
P.S. I can not send anything to read if you do not give me an e-mail
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Deleteslave JMay 15, 2013 at 6:45 PM
1) in response to this i am going to repost a very early blog i wrote on SF that addresses this and then i will probably add to it. the blog i am going to repost has to do with my first experience many many years ago and i am not sure if you are asking about that far back or not but hopefully you will enjoy it.
2)i am not exactly sure what you are asking (i know you try very hard and i appreciate your efforts, your better than- me i don't speak any other languages) but i will say that i do spend my days with my large butt plug in, that was one of the first rules Mastered established for me. i feels pretty normal to wear it now.
3. your question says you "Do not" think that i should be controlled in bodily functions but then you go on to say that you like that i ask permission so i am not sure about what you mean in this question either. i think you are saying that you like that Mastered controls my bodily functions and i have to say i agree-this is an area that really can get into a slaves head and i am happy that Mastered has taken me here. i like that it is control of an intimate act that is not necessarily sexual. not to be gross but i would even like to ask permission to change tampons etc-every aspect of my intimate behavior controlled by him.
Thank you so much for your comments and i hope i interpreted them correctly-if not just send me another comment.
i love your enthusiasm and you send really good positive energy to me so i have a soft spot for you but i will not give out my email address to anyone. i believe you have emailed Mastered before-you can send your story to him if you like or, and i suggest you do this, post it as a blog on SF if you think it is a good story!!!
Thank you for your comment and your interest Sir!!
I enjoy reading about your bathroom use control and peeing in buckets (one of my fetishes is to ask to use the bathroom, be watched etc)
ReplyDeleteWhen you do meet does your master use you as his urinal - maybe tell us more about the first time he did / these experiences.
It's enjoyable so far. Your ability it have stuff in your ass is amazing. It hurts to much for me to have a penis in me!
i think i have kind of avoided saying that the pissing stuff is a fetish of mine but i guess it is. it never gets old and i still consistently feature it in my fantasies.
ReplyDeleteYes when we were together he did use me as his urinal and i had never done that before, although by that time i had drunk my own so i was prepared for the taste, which btw i don't love but isn't as offensive as asy, Red Bull-lol. The first time i did it i he led me crawling on my leash to the bathroom, where i kneeled in front of him and opened my mouth to accept his cock. Now this is what i love about Mastered-there was no question that i would do it-if he commands something there is no refusing and honestly i didn't really even hesitate because i knew that is how i want to be used by him-but as i said i hadn't done it before so he didn't overwhelm me with his stream he just went as fast as i could drink, and again i didn't really hesitate-now that i am thinking about it-kneeling there drinking his piss hearing him tell me i was a good piss drinker (or something like that) seemed so natural. My point about his behavior is that he wanted me to be successful, he truly trains me to serve he doesn't set me up to fail just so he can punish (that he does just for fun anyway-lol. i am glad you made me remember this because now looking back i am kind of amazed that even the first time it didn't seem like something out of the ordinary and at no point was i "grossed out" at all.
As far as the ass thing goes- i used to be all about anal years ago and then i just got out of practice so then it became a big deal in my brain, until i started this up. so what i am about to say does have the caviat that i have always enjoyed it but i will say that you just have to start off small-like a small vibe or dildo and if you use it consistently and with a lot of lube you can move up ( i don't like to use a lot of lube anymore because i enjoy the feeling but to start or if you move up a size lube and lots of it helps) but here, in my opinion,is the real trick: (because lets face it in addition to the stress of the pain and trying something a little scary we are all as women scared "something bad" will happen during-if ya know what i mean- and that really distracts from focusing on just breathing and working thru the new and different and sometimes painful sensations)so embrace the enema!!! it frees you from all of those concerns so you can just go with it-you are just naturally a little more relaxed because you don't have that worry and that in turn lets you be more open to what is going on. IMHO. Once you get used to the feeling it is pretty easy to move from smaller objects to a penis sized one.
Thank you for your comment and reminding me of my piss drinking experience!!!