Here is todays outfit. I was not very happy with the words that Master gave me this morning but perversely not being happy made me happy, if ya know what i mean. Remember today was also a diaper day (did not have time to snap a pic this morning-sorry):
After using the toilet first thing in the morning i was in diapers all day. As i talked about yesterday i was just going to just relax my muscles and be completely uncontrolled. i did do that, and it causes you to spend more time in a wet diaper because you cant change every time it gets a little wet or you would be going thru 100 dollars of diapers a day. But that is the base, worthless slut i want to feel like, the only control of my body comes from Master. Around 10 or so, though, i put my foot right in my mouth. Chatting with Master i mentioned that today his control could be so thorough that he could just text me when to piss and i would do it on command. i also said, while we were discussing what a piss whore i am becoming, that since i desperately want to be able to be his toilet when i see him i should get more used to drinking piss regularly..so maybe i should flavor my coffee (she says like an idiot). Both of those things were said partially joking and, probably if i am being totally honest, partially seriously. Of course both of those things happened. i was instructed to flavor my coffee with my piss. And throughout the day i got a couple of abrupt texts commanding me to piss right then or at a particular time. So in the course of an hour i went from no control over myself what so ever to absolute control by Master, i loved it! Oh how awesome it was to piss on command, again like an animal, but a trained one this time.
i got part of this weekends task, which i think, although it will probably be painful will be fun. i want to save it as a surprise tho so that is all i am going to say about that.
So, really other than the day long (and still now at night) diaper training there is not much else to mention today.....OH wait a second i forgot to mention that in about a 1/2 an hour i will be standing outside in my back yard naked for 5 minutes. Did you know it is, like, 35 degrees in Baltimore, did you know i live in a townhome with neighbors everywhere? No? Well it is and i do. i sound bitter but i am absolutely NOT, this task is exciting me to no end and i am chomping at the bit to get out there. It is not a full moon and i do have a fence but there is still a view of my yard from any ones upstairs windows and frankly i am hoping some miserable husband around here is looking outside and sees me standing there legs apart, hands over my head, naked, in heels and shaking from the cold! i am going to TRY to take a picture but i figure i only have one chance because i don't want the flash going off multiple times so there may be pictures or there may not. If get any i will send them to Master and he will tell me if i can post them. So that is my big finish for the night...stay tuned to see how it goes and wish me luck as i stand naked and exposed at attention for 5 chilly minutes simply because it amuses my Master. My god he is good, isn't he?
Update at 12:30am A-FUCKING-MAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh god oh god oh god
Next time for longer and no messing around with pics!! (but id did get one-not the greatest but it proves i did it) oh god oh god - there were even shooting stars, SERIOUSLY????????
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