January 21 2013

Had great interaction today with Master, my schedule is finally leveling out.  i was on icyhot every 2 hours cunt, ass and tits.  OOO!!  just when it would calm down it was time to do another application! Then he added that i had to clip my cunt shut for 15 minutes every 2 hours.  I was so thankful that he said i could do it 15 minutes after i applied the icyhot because to trap all that heat in my cunt would have been excruciating! After i did my 3 o'clock application which was the 4th of the day, i went to the kitchen to grab my lunch and there had apparently been a time delay on the cream this time because i was trapped in the kitchen talking to 2 other people when it kicked in full force and all i could think about was how badly i wanted to to open my legs and get some cool air on my cunt.  But my skirts are short so there was no way at all to do it discretely. i honestly don't even know what i contributed to the broken microwave conversation. i just kept thinking what would the guy that was talking to me do if i acted like i really wanted to act right at that moment...could these people even imagine what was going on under my clothes? Cunt tits and ass on fire, slut label in full effect:

(I was kind of sloppy this morning with my writing-just couldn't get it right)  If i hadn't been in so much pain the absurdity of the tableau in the kitchen would have made me laugh.  i love it when Master torments me like this, unable to focus, form a coherent thought. Earlier in the day he had sent me to the bathroom to cum.  This was pretty hard for me because-i think i have talked about this before- the only way i really get off myself is with my 2 dildos (and generally some weighted nipple clamps swinging back and forth) but i did have my big plug in and in my slut kit ( i will tell you what that is in a minute) so i had my vibrating egg.  i found myself kneeling on the bathroom floor, face on the ground reaching around to fuck my ass with my plug and rubbing my clit with my vibrating egg and i did cum once Master started texting me what a slut, pig, piss drinking cunt i am.  Wasn't an earth shattering orgasm but i was certainly reminded of my place when i took a second to think about how quickly i found myself  with my ass up in the air and MY FACE ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR trying to follow Masters orders (he was pleased at how i positioned myself). Wow. Talk about embracing my inner filthy slut! And of course to let him know i had cum i had to oink to him.

To explain my slut kit, back when i started with Mastered,  one day i happened to have brought some clothes pins in my purse to work and he had me use them on my cunt lips, so i started carrying them around regularly, then one day he wanted me to use the icyhot and i didn't have it with me but i hadn't been instructed to have it so i didn't get in trouble but i was disappointed i couldn't do what Master wanted. So now i carry my slut kit, it has 4-6 clothes pins, icy hot, vibrating egg, diaper, and as soon as i get my ass to the hardware store i will put some steel wool in it. So now where ever i am i am fairly prepared to torture myself when Master has the urge.

i already talked about the fact that i got bored and invented a little game for myself over the weekend. Well also when i was bored and laying around my slut room i started thinking of my task and the logistics, and i REALLY wanted to be able to wear my pig tail  for the whole task but i already knew that it slipping out was going to be an issue so i was trying to think of solutions. The solution i came up with wasn't good enough to actually work at the mall but i thought it was super cute so i started taking pictures, they turned out well so i sent one to Master for the fun of it and he must have liked it because he wants me to post it here:

How cute is that??? Seriously??

Well off to do some reading, half way thru Black Hawk Down and much as Master hates it i will be thinking of something other than sex for just a little while, lol.